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July 22 2012

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The saddest, most hauntingly beautiful video I have ever seen. If you don’t cry when you watch this, I think you have no soul.

Sung in Czech with English subtitles, the song is Kolysanka z filmu przebudzenie which means ‘Lullaby from the film Awakening’.

The video shows a teenage girl who has taken her own life by slitting her wrists, the attempts of the hospital staff to revive her and the complete and utter despair of her mother.

As someone who struggles with self-injury and suicide, this song really put a jolt into me. It was so close to home and it reminds me how many people decide to end it every day, how many people don’t realise how much sympathy and love are out there for them.

Listen to me. You are worth something. You are worth everything to someone. And I sit here crying like an idiot everytime I watch this video, because I know that this happens every day. Don’t do it. I cry just thinking about it. I know the hate, the pain, the just goddamn being tired of all the hell. But you’re worth more than that.

If you find this as emotionally moving as I do, please share it. Because if it makes even one person realise, it’s worth it.

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May 25 2012

Self-Injury Among Victorians? A Picture of Misery.

Eliza Josolyne, February 1857.
Admitted to Bethlem "Bedlam" Mental Hospital,
Age 23,
For 'insanity from overwork'.

Eliza was admitted when she failed to keep up with the demands of a single-servant house - that is, she was unable to perform the task of tending, stocking, cleaning, lighting and banking the fires and lamps in all twenty rooms during the winter months all by herself.

She began to self-injure and when admitted, her records reported that she ‘has frequently tried to injure herself by knocking her head against doors and walls, and has slept in the padded room on this account’.

A few months later, Eliza was transferred to the 'Incurables Department' and no further record of her is known.
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May 20 2012


About MitreSquareMurder

I am MitreSquareMurder.

I am nineteen, female and I live in the United States. I'm a darkly disturbing person. I have Wendigo Psychosis, which is a medical condition of unknown origin that causes me to have an insatiable craving for human flesh and blood.

I have a large number of ghosts who live in my head and frequently interact with the outside world. You can find the things they post here: AHospitalForSouls

I have problems with self-injury. I am working on it.Self Harm Soup

I am obsessed with deviantART. If you want to know what I look like, I am MitreSquareMurder If you want to see more creepy, gory and weird stuff, see my favourites
I also post to the group Deviants

If you want to see posts about weird Victorian stuff, follow me on Twitter
I contribute to VictorianFashion and I admin VictorianAge

I have a tumblr, but I never use it.

I'm straight, but I have a huge appreciation for the perfect sexiness that is a woman's body. Ladies is a good group for this.

I also really like sex. But who doesn't?

Rainstormdragon is a really good friend of mine. You should look at her soup and her group Dream Worlds

To see the random music I listen to, see my Youtube

I think that's about it. I'm posting a link to this in my description so that people can find it again if anyone ever gets curious about me. (Not likely. Har.)

@selfharm @deviants @victorianfashion @victorianage @rainstormdragon @dreamworlds @ladies @ahospitalforsouls
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